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Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2008, 7:10 PM


[y!gal (18+)][sA (inactive)][FP #315033][Wajas #1264]

Next Kiriban = 5000 hits.
If you catch my kiriban you can choose from ONE of the following:
► 1 Fully-shaded, fully-custom full-body tag
► 1 Flat-coloured reference sheet w/ extra headshot
► 1 Flat-coloured full-body image w/ background


OKAY.

I've been really busy, guys, and I wanted to give you all an update on... well, life.

I'm going to a psychologist on Tuesday. My current doctor thinks that there's a high possibility that I may have schizophrenia; due to the fact that I've been diagnosed with clinical depression and NOTHING is helping. I also have most of the signs of schizophrenia other than paranoia and hearing voices.

She also thinks I may have PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder), Dissassociative disorder, General Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and something else.

Basically, my mental health is fucked, and that's why I haven't been around and haven't been active lately.

I love you all and I'm sorry. I'm really trying to push myself to get more active, but its hard.

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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Reading: Moonshine by Rob Thurman
  • Watching: Hellsing Ultimate
  • Playing: Wajas and WoA: World of Ai... well, kind of.

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  • Current Residence: Too far away from the ones I love.
  • Interests: Anime, Photography, Drawing, Dogs, Horses, Foreign Languages.
  • Favourite movie: Boondock Saints, the Returner, Grave of the Fireflies
  • Favourite band or musician: Bi-Rain, Se7en, Kiyoharu, NIN, AC/DC, Red Sector
  • Favourite genre of music: J-Rock, K-R&B, Industrial, Trance
  • Favourite artist: Nylak, Luperus, Mrblacksun, ellakins, BONHWA, hinun, idess, jyotsana
  • Favourite poet or writer: OUTLAW.
  • Favourite photographer: broncojonny, totallyirish, meihua
  • Favourite style of art: Photography and Anime/Manga-styled art.
  • Operating System: Vista, and I fucking hate it.
  • MP3 player of choice: winamp
  • Shell of choice: Tortoise? XP
  • Wallpaper of choice: something i've made. Currently my 비 wallpaper.
  • Skin of choice: My own.
  • Favourite game: Tales of Symphonia, Fire Emblem, furry-paws, wajas, feralis.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ichimaru Gin, Kira Izuru, Hitsugaya Toushirou, Ukitake Jyuushiro
  • Personal Quote: "That bitch be trippin' up in your grill, magikarp. Hit it with a splash attack"
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop 7, intuos3 tablet, and a crappy-ass (3.1Mpx D8) digital camera.

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:iconnameless-account:
Hi~. This is Satsuyachi from a way long time ago. In fact, you probably don't remember me, but anyway. I just wanted to check up on how you were doing because this morning I was like "oi, this CLAMP spree is making me think about that seishiroukun person, I wonder how she's doing". Aaaand, so here I am.

Your place looks semi-abandoned, but I sincerely hope you're feeling better than how you seemed in your last journal entry. If you want to talk or fangirl about series or anything again, I'm cybertronics on Livejournal, thatremindsmeofapuzzle[at]hotmail.com on MSN Live, and me on here.
:iconlord-noctifer:
I've been neglecting the art thingy... what with the Kuro's Induction on gaia and all... >.>; sorry... I've been busy... very busy.. and lost in the land of my own psyche, searching for the person I used to be...

<.< I know, it sounds really emo and introspective... aaaaanywho, just making sure you knew I hadn't forgotten about you!

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It is said that is not dead which can eternal lie and with strange eons you will find that even death may die.
Also, the caption on my avatar says, "Eat your vegetables, or Gerald Gardner will watch you masturbate!"
:iconsleepychibi:
i found u on Gaia too ^^ yay! another person from texas :iconfurryglompplz:

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"If you want to know the truth, you must have the courage to accept it."

You're not human if you can't make mistakes....so forgive when they happen.

If you cling too close too me i will be forced to leave.....
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I saws you on Gaia.
Like everyone else.

What a fun Gallery you have thar. 8D
-didn't know there was a no pants day(?)-
=w=

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Naruto (na-roo-toe) n. 1 Hyper, adorable, loud male main character of Naruto; 2 one who yields to Sasuke [see UKE, SUBMISSIVE] The Naruto belonged to Sasuke
:iconnytelyfe:
saw you on gaia too. =3=
love the webcam! XD

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Chocolate...gotta love it. <3
:iconmultimediapanda:
Nice Gallery ^-^ Spied you on Gaia :heart:
:iconemodead:
omg i am lovin ur web cam.lmao

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kro blaksted A.K.A shadow
:iconbloodshed1992:
I used you work here [link]

Thankie so much ^-^
:iconlithe7:
Kyoooooo...!

-waves-
:iconryugexu:
Such nice art!! :D

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<--- is so pale ghosts see her and say "DAMN THAT'S A PALE B*TCH"

Dwarven Vow # 351: If a man wears pink or purple, he is not to be trusted.

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